~my way to my life~

oh..2 mOre Days wiLl b mY 19s b’dAY…reLi gOt a fEEl mYsELf bCum maTuRE n maTUrE..esPeciALy thiNGs tAT haPPeN aRd mE tIS FeW dAYs…reLi..sUmtIme wiLl aSk y suCh thiNgs haPPeN aRd Me??y y y???evErYtiMe fOrcE mYsELf 2 thInk tHOsE thiNgs v a CALm thInkIng…haV 2 think iT aS a LiFe eXpERiENcE..u mZ gO thRU iT wIthOut aNy chOice tAt saY NO…aIh..bUt y mZ haPPeN aRd mY biRth neH??i reLi hOpE caN haV a pEaCE n woNdERfUl b’daY v FaMiLy nY..y sO haRd??aiH…liFe sO hARd…

acT..evERy yEar i gOt wishEs on mY biRht nO maTTer hAv caKe in FronT me anOt..I wisH tAT mY paRENts n faMIly haVe wilL haPi fOeVeR…hoPe nO bAd thiNgs haPPeN aNy moRe arD me..n oSo hoPe evERy yEar d oNe wHo i wiSH d mOst 2 ceLebRAte v wiLl nOe TaT i’m waItiNg 4 hIm..n oSO fREnsHip (v mY "gaNg" n otheR frENs oR ppL wHo nOe mE as wEll) wiLL Run fOreVEr…evErY yeAr mY wisheS iS saMe…bUt i nOe aT leAst 1 oF thoSe b’day wiSHes wiLL nOt haPPen…bcoz tAT pErSOn TAt i hOpE mOst hE wiLL evER noE waT am i sayInG n hE wuN nOe bOut it..iS jZ All i hoPe..bCOz..he duNo i lOv hIm..n..hE..i thinK oREdi hAv gF coZ hE jZ fIt v aNy gaL’s condiTIon..i’M faiLuRe in LovE stUff…i adMiT iT…thE 1 shD nOE de..forEveR duNo..buT thOse i dun hOpE de wiLL cOmE n SAy iT…d woRLD iS so "cuTe",riTe???

waT i wANna saY iS..gaLs n boys…duN liKe mE…whEN u luV him/hEr u shD leT him/hEr nOe iT..iF nOt tiMe paSSeSsu wilL fEEl mOre hARdEr…n u wiLl reGreT liKe mE nOw…sO..jZ aDmiT whO u liKe n let theM nOe u liKe thEm eVeN thOugH iT sEEms like cONg dOng..bUt wheN u hAV prOpEr conSiDErAtIon..u wiLL nOt dO suCH thiNgs n wAIt n waIt..unTIl liKe mE..19 yeARs loNelY…sO..hurrY up..sHout OuT 2 wHo u liKe..jZ aDmit thoSe resPonSe giVEn bY thEm…iS beTTer thAN regreT likE mE laTEr~~sO..taKe acTIon nw…gaMbaTEi…anD wiShiNg aLL mY deAr frENs..gOod LuCk..n fOr mYseLf..haPPy b’daY in adVance…swEEt 19s..

~ by adlyn-1111 on September 27, 2006.