~my way to my life~

ya..today..i’m home alone..eat alone..sleep alone..at cc alone…cos…my roommate + housemate all go back home town…left me..a stupid idiot who has class on saturday…cannot go back…act still left 3 person v me..1 is pair of couple…another 1 is oso same v me a lonely guy…but me n him..no space of chat…cos not reli noe each other..aih..act..alone sumtime is good for me..let me can cool down n think of my stuff..of my life…so sumtime i like to be alone..but den nw i dun1..cos too much things happen n nw leave me alone…i feel vr suffer…if my other housemate here i will feel better..cos they always make a lot of fun…i will relax n temporary forget bout d stuff…but..they all went home…a lonely night tat i have to force myself sleep early n dun think so much…aish..my roommate n housemate ar..so miss u all la..

today…think to study n do my notes…but no..alomost use my whole day 2 daydream…duno do wat at there..sweeping..mopping…all done…den i took out my photo album…turn page to page…c my youth time…c my happy time v all d frens..thinking all d past happens…feel so touching…den i suddenly think 2 do a slideshow vcd…do it..almost use up my whole day…but at last i fail 2 burn it out..duno y…i feel wanna cry…den i shut down it n go sleep…sleep..cant sleep again…stupid…jz roll here n there until i tired den sleep…but oso dun have a sweet dream…aih..

tmr will goin to buy concert tickets..again goin alone…mayb is dangerous…but i mz fulfill their dreams..so i mz make my self become brave..yaya..ntg can hurt me de..gambatei..aja aja fighting…god bless me too…bless me can forget evrything…bless me can have a safe journey tmr…keke…nite…c u guys..n take care my frens…

~ by adlyn-1111 on November 10, 2006.