~my way to my life~

huh…since tat incident happen…i less contact v my dear fren..i think they oso less contact v each other dy…but i think xia n wen teng sure got contact each other cos both of them r so good since last time…i think their frenship reli can last forever…hehe…reli happy at least among my fren they have sum reli can last forever…

tat day have chat v my house mate..although same age v me but her thinking is reli mature tat can b my sister…she teach me many n told me many in the way tat like she experience many…she say change in life will bring many changes in one’s thinking…include frenship..nw i noe..there will no "frenship forever" tis stupid talk…at least to me..reli no more lor..jz a pass-by fren mayb…i duno..trust self rather trust other…duno y tis weird feel out again…aih…mayb bah..as wat my fren say is true..life change will change in thinking…last time..i reli treasure every frenship tat i have v every1 i noe..but nw..i duno i can b like last time anot lor..cos..reli life force us change…can’t jz stand at the point forever…my fren still told me nw is onli a litlle little failure n pain of my life..when i grow bigger n step into society there will be more n more sad n failure waiting for me..can i tahan it??reli duno..future thing no 1 can noe…so i mz learn from nw..learn to handle all this kind of stupid sad feelings..learn failure..n nw..jz b wat i shd b…dun think too much life will easier…rite??

~ by adlyn-1111 on November 24, 2006.