y v bcum lidis???
y y y???i dun ever think of tis day will come to us…i tot our relation will stay good n stay forever….but…y y y??is jz my wrong sense??or v reli got problem but jz no one voice it out….since primary v r good together..many ppl oso jealous tat y v can so fren until graduate for primary..n nw some in coll some in U..our relations not change…but…today…tis incident happen…non of us can anticipate it..
v not promise each other since last year tat v will goin to celebrate "our day" de ma??v promise tat no matter hw far or no matter wat had happen "our day" v mz celebrate it without absent of any1…v promise tat..but…i reli duno y..tis promise gone…i noe..i cannot force ppl to remain tis promise..but tat time v not swear by heart n by faith..who know y today will become like tis…i reli reli reli feel dissapointed n sad…
however..d most sad thing is not cannot celebrate "our day"…but is because of tis things..v quarrel…vr vr big quarrel…until one of us dun even wanna bother us dy…v din try tis b4…since v noe each other..v din quarrel..or even quarrel v jz joke back n stick together again..but tis time..i think each of us will have a scar in heart oredi..especially her..i noe..watever v do nw is useless unless time can go back..but..cannot..cannot…happen is oredi happen..say wat nw is jz foolish..nw wat v can do is jz reduce d hurt n reduce the pain in our heart..will tis happen??i duno..reli duno..who can teach me wat can i do??
most of them r having exam nw..but bcoz of tis..they dun hav anymore mood to study..n some..even cry bcoz of wat sum1 say when she is in anger..reli duno y tis can b happen in our so long time relations…mayb is sum of us change dy..ya..mayb is like tat..cos v no longer in our small town tat can find each other easily …go out yc-ing easily…jz call den can gather…nw..v r in big town..in a place tat v not reli noe..n samore v dun have transport to go if v think to gather…mayb bcos of various reason..v bcum far apart..include our heart to each other..i vr scared one day v will b stranger..i cant imagine the day will come..i think tat time..i cry but no tears..cos v go thru so many happinness n sadness..i dun hope jz bcos tis little things make our relations worst…v not say tat whatever problem v shd face together…i tried my best to hold on on tis relation..whether our relation will last forever anot is depend on u all…especially her…i dun hope..is fake..tat’s no meaning…i prefer she shout out her feel towards us rather than b fake to us..is hard 4 her n hurt for us..pls..pls…my dear fren..i hope tis prob can solve asap..i dun hope tis incident jz left in our heart forever n b a deep scar..n any1 can tell me wat shd i do??am i like force ppl to hold on tis relations??i reli feel depressed n sad nw…
p/s: to my dear her…hope u can calm down urself asap..n try to contact v us…v reli dun hope to lost u…ok??take care…
dear..sry if i make u guys upset n feels lyk shyt…mb i too sux n nt afford to have frenz lyk u all…myself…i hope so much that we are able to celebrate “our day” together..since u know to say is “OUR day”,why i am the onli person that have to keep on concern about it?i din see any1 concern abt OUR day…if e day is belong to all of us…i think every1 shud pay some afford of making things rite…i’m so tired of being at the middle n ask for this n that…i give up our day…cos i really dissapointed that for so so so many months…i ask n ask for decison n opinion but end up wit zero…until i surreder..i gave up…every1 havig exam n stuff…me as well…shud i giv complian as well?shud i say “i’m having exam…i’m nt suppose to be the one who to try to make thigs rite”….if u all are really able to thik wisely…try to think bah…if i really try to break promise or whatever fcuking betrayers stuff i wanna do…hw could i call u all times n times…lyk an idiot…try to make things rite but no ppl wanna corperate wit him…suan le bah…treat it as my fault bah…i dowan to tok about this anymore…this really dissapoint me…from e day i know u all till nw…i nv tik that got 1 day…one of u all will out of no wer…w/o ask n make things clear….call me up on phone n bombard me lyk asshole…
i got many many probs as well…nt u all got probs nia…so plz consider ppl situation n feeling b4 plan or trying to bombrad sum1…i can tell u…its really hurt me…lastly…i wisk tt i can say…i really take u all as my very best fren…u all r lyk a part of me…we had gone trhu so so many things together n i love u all so much…but…haih….i wana apologized for everythings that i had done…n sry for all the bullshit i had even made…
stephanie said this on November 9, 2006 at 2:58 am
i really hope…that all e responsibilities…i’m able to bear it all the way…but sumtime…corperation are highly needed…i hope u all understand it…thx
stephanie said this on November 9, 2006 at 3:00 am
ya…our day shd v plan n put effort together..not jz focus on u…but u noe..v always lost contact v u..u r so bz v ur stuff..however..wat u say..mayb sum of wat u say is right…u have ur life..have ur own frens…n mayb is v too forcing..again…apologize to u..ntg more i can say…jz hope u can enjoy ur everyday life…
adLyN said this on November 9, 2006 at 8:59 am
zzzz…well if u tik lidat..i remain quite speechless…hope tt u tik more positive o what am i try to say
stephanie said this on November 9, 2006 at 9:08 am
mayb…v no longer will b as good as last time dy..too much things happen reli cant force my self think +ve lor..anyways..promise..dun speak on tis incident anymore..jz let it past as what u say…
adLyN said this on November 9, 2006 at 9:32 am
what i’ve said…
i’ll do it…
its promise…
and try nt to tik much…
its useless..
stephanie said this on November 9, 2006 at 11:16 pm