真地说再见了。。。
当我在写这个部落格的时候。。心情真得很乱。。有点想哭的感觉。。何时开始我有变回以前的我了。。根本就知道每段感情都会有离别的时候。。友情是肯定没永久的。。可是就是按耐不住自己的眼泪。。两年的相处。。两年里有很多开心。。不开心的事。。。大家为了考试。。。为了赶作业。。一起努力。。一起奋斗。。。大家也为了轻松。。一起烤肉。。一起吃火锅。。那么多的回忆。。现在就将成为历史了。。过了下一张考卷。。大家就真的各分东西了。。很不想到那天。。因为过了那天。。我的honey 和baby又会离开我了。。有是两个一起离开。。。家里已经有两个将离开我。。现在又多两个。。为什么。。好像身边不能够有个能谈得来的朋友。。。个个能谈得来。。一个个离开我了。。我是放太多的感情在友谊了吗？？可是目前唯一的寄托就是友情。。我也很想坦坦然然的面对离别。。可是不能。。。今天坐在巴士上。。看着即将离开我的“mama" 和 “quinquin"。。真得很伤心。。以后的日子少了他们的陪伴。。会是怎样？？过了今天。。以后他们就不会陪我搭巴士回家了。。今天考完试。。看到baby 和 honey。。心情真得很糟糕。。今天还能笑笑面对他们。。到那天呢？？我能吗？?真得很想求他们继续读啦。。。可是我知道无用的。。。毕竟已经是大人了。。是时候选择自己的路。。baby 和 honey 是我从进入这科开始就粘在一起的人。。很多很多的回忆。。就将会走入历史了。。真的真的很难形容自己的心情。。或许做人该看开点吧。。必须习惯那种悲欢离合的场面。。。免得自己辛苦也辛苦身边的人来开导自己。。突然间。。很想很想。。有个人让我抱抱。。让我倾诉。。让我好好哭一场。。自己看似很多朋友。。可是能谈得来的又有几个呢？况且就算有。。我也不好去打扰别人。。他们也有自己的生活的。。所以。。只能对着枕头。。抱着自己哭泣。。唉。。懦弱得我。。何时才学会坚强呢？？
hey girl,feel so sad when read u this blog…aishh…i understand how u feel now, the sadness of separation..i felt it b4 too..so sorry that can’t accompany n stay with u the next few years but promise me, we have to keep in touch ok?? somemore 1 thing, whenever feel like finding someone to 倾诉, come find me..no need to feel ‘bu hau yi shi’ or what..as u know i’m always the free one lorr…i’ll be very happy when u find me no matter is sad things or happy one..i know u this girl always like to keep things to urself 1…don’t always keep it urself so much..share out abit.if not will gila lo..although physically we won’t be close, i hope we can be close mentally…take good care of urself..rmb rmb must miss us ya~~ we’ll miss u as well..muacksssssssssss~~ luv ya!!
QuINnY said this on April 20, 2007 at 9:26 am
reli nt so convineint 2 leave comment here..but still i kaypoh la..hahaha..hmmm..like wat i say..nth is 4ever..but still we wish 4 4ever..dis is human nature..especially 2 those who we reli care..n those who hv been gone thru so much things v us..nw u noe y when she leave..i feel so sad..nt bcoz of others..oso bcoz of frenship..jz treasure d time 2gether..sumtimes we don reli care we wil get separated v d frens o nt..bcoz we don reli care so much..but it makes a huge diff when it comes 2 those who we reli care..gal..jz rmb 2 keep contact v them..they r nt leavin 4ever n wil nt come back..d main point is rmb 2 keep in touch..ofcoz will nt meet as often as b4..but rmb..4ever sumtimes depends on ya willingness..gd luck 2 both ya hsemate n roommate..tc~
zzz said this on April 20, 2007 at 11:18 pm
to quinny…
hmmm…i think i can used to it 1 day ba…cos..as wat a fren told me..when v born v alone..when v die oso alone..so live alone oso wun diE ger…shd b learn from nw..but i promise..i will miss u all vr vr much de…muackss….
to zzz…
my blog is always open for any1 to leave their comment..i din blacklisted any1..jz mayb..nwadays ur perception n mine ord hav a big gap…so u will feel not convinient…d gap btw u n me r invisible..from time to time..it bcome bigger n bigger..1 day will b stranger..but..i still appreciate all the time leave me some comments here…n always bring me a way to live…tq…
adLyN said this on April 20, 2007 at 11:51 pm
sopoH~wah..don cry don cry..me always here v u de…rmb dat ?mybe one day we never good like now…but just rmb dat if one day u felt to find someone and at the time try to think of me~!!sure u can find me anytime..plus me oso no go anywhere mar…ktn so big mer???i said to u b4 rite?same to all of my frens lar..if u all never give up keep contact v me…i never giv up and i never forget u all..coz both of u are got different stage for me(VIP)…if need any help i can do it for u den sure i will~ok?so don be upset of dat coz of us leavin..i’m still looking for u although i’m not beside v u all the time…just promiss don forget find me when u back ktn…k??take a good k for urself all the time ok ?miss u baby~!muackss~!
-vOoNsIE- said this on April 21, 2007 at 4:15 am
la la yu..
dun so sad la…
life is like dat de…
u r very lucky dy.. can meet them in ur life ..
appreciate it oooo…….
they still in ur ‘present tense’ not in ‘past tense… they only shift to the other place.. their heart not shift de ooo…… take k ya….
-xia- said this on April 26, 2007 at 10:18 am