hOme aLOne~~
hmmm…guess wat…home alone again~~ya…sounds pity…but no choice…who ask me ponteng so may times for my tutor tmr..aih…so hav to come back earlier than others lor…scare of kena barred~~sienzzz…aih…alone = lonely????hmmm..now i reliase aa…alone reli is abit lonely especially in d dark of the night…yiekss…think many of stuffs…something that i reli dun wanna think back…but it will jz pop out of my mind…actually dis few years tat been out here..i shd learned to control myself…dun get mad of my stupid emo…but…seems…dis few years didn’t change me…didn’t change my mind…still is so naive..still is so easily crazy on those things tat will not happen anymore…is reli s**ks~~~so hate of myself…hate it hate it hate it…actually i reli surprised that a fren drop me a comment in my friendster thr writting "happy go lucky gal"…hmmm….i guess pretending will make my life looks better ba…happy go lucky…yeah…i hope to b too….but…between hope n realistic is a big big gap…d gap tat hardly reached…but m trying…trying to make myself turn into better me and better life~~x’mas jz 1 more day to go..2007 seems to be end..refresh wat i had done during dis year….hmmm….guess thr is ntg surprisingly happen to me..jz like a dolly goin on my life…my so called happy life…hmmm….wat can do to change my lifestyle…my all kind of stuffs…i nid a guidance…i nid a mentor…i nid some1 to talk to…i nid some1 to lean on…i nid some1 to gv me support…but….i haven’t found tat some1…kinda sad of dis things…hmmm….looking for x’mas celebration..at least loneliness will not kill me…hope i can enjoy dis days before the ending of 2007…GOD BLESS~~wish u guys…merry X’mas n HAppy nEw YeaR~~
hey gal…hmm…everytime read your blog oso feel tat u r so grey…dun be too pessimistic…everyone has a diff attitude or emotion,these kind of things cannot force to change…u force n control more,the worst u get,y dun u juz be wat u r now…u hav many frens beside u,u can rely them,bout the someone,hmm…juz slowly wait n find,no need to feel sad wan cuz the best one is always appears in laz minute,if u simply choose or find cuz of loneliness,u’ll regret 1 day,when the time u regret,its too late to turn back…so be patient!
cheer up!!enjoy everyday of ur life!!
Mack said this on December 23, 2007 at 1:03 pm
home alone will make ppl think of alot of stuff..especially at nite..dis is normal ler..i dono y..i jz feel tat u’re nt happy..even u can jz joke around like nth..but as ya fren..i oni can say..dis is life..when u grow older..u will hv more n more prob around u..dis prob alwiz try 2 bring u down n make u sad..but pls do stay strong..coz u will overcome it 1 day..n b4 u found d sum1..u hv ya fren 2 lean on..n don worry..as ya pig family member ler..i will b d 1st 1 2 borrow u my pig shoulder la..kekeke..stay happy..we gonna go countdown..!!
zzz said this on December 23, 2007 at 6:18 pm